Last summer was very hard for me. I was dealing with doubts about God, is this real, what do I believe? This summer I feel as if the fire has died down. I look back at all the blog posts I wrote during that time and I can remember the way I was searching for God. This summer I am just relaxing going with the flow; and I realize that gets old really quick. The summer is almost over in my eyes and I am pretty disgusted with the way I have not grown spiritually in these past few months. Not only that but I am disgusted with how I have not grown this past year.
But you know what my favorite thing about God is? He doesn't require a certain amount of hours. You do not get "kicked off the team" if you did not "gain weight" spiritually. I do not want you to think that I am taking this lightly, because I am not. I need to search for God and love Him with all my heart, soul, and mind. But I also remember that if I call out to God for forgivness He will supply it.
You, Lord, are forgiving and good,
abounding in love to all who call to you.
abounding in love to all who call to you.
Psalms 86:5
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